I know last rant made a lot of talk XD sorry fellas. Like I said, no need to agree with me. It wont make me less nice to those who had different opinions. We can't all agree on everything I hope you guys wont be mad at mannaka's next weekend

So for now, I have two news. MY nephew's baptism is next week and both gifts for that are bought (costs me the price of my contact lenses I wanted to get XD but worth it) and I'm impatient to show my mom my dress

We went shopping today for all of it and thought about taking pics but... I'm taking that day off no pics at the church! I might leave my camera at my mom's and take pics in the evening, but there's nothing "artistic" about it.

we'll be the whole family sleeping at my parent's next saturday D: wierd we'll be 6! sweet memories of all sleeping in the same house :3


anyhow....


The second news is a sad one. Like everytime I write a journal about it, I tell people how much i'm trying to get involved in the canadian cancer foundation every year at the walk and have donations given through me. I got nothing out of here of course, but my family helped be raise the minimum to participate in my family's team.

I have a big family, on my father's side, and many were lost to cancer around me. My grand father, many of his sisters and brothers, a highschool friend, a friend who survived recently and many of my family on my grandma's side, and I skip others.

You must all understand by now that there is another family member that passed away this weekend due to cancer. So I'm only saying this to give one small thought and moment about another lost one who lost the battle this weekend.

My uncle, is my grand father's brother. The only one I know and who's pretty close to us. He's been sick for over 15 years and when my grand father pased away in 2005, they found a colon cancer. Ever since he's been on treatements, his imune system was ineffective. We found out 2 weeks ago he had pneumonia and did not make it through.

One thing for sure, my words are for him, and I give him a few moments of silence. He does, though, deserve to rest in peace. He's been through many diseases in the last 20 years.