Can you imagine? I didn't get any time (or rather I didn't take the time) to sort my files here and actually close my account.
I'm surprise I gain a few watchers here and there
most people here already know what's going on with me.
I'm still studying but it's harder. Summer is here and motivation lacks. I work a lot, my boss is making me work more than I am supposed to. I don't know how to tell her since she is certain that she's making me do what's in my tasks (most is not). I redo scedules over and over and I'm sick and tired of this shit. People have no compassion over how hard my job is (they keep saying "omg I wouldn't do your job..." but they're making it harder for me by not respecting deadlines and making last minute changes that affect our organisation)
it's ridiculous. It's energy draining. I'm here because I have 2 weeks off work that FEEL GREAT right now.
I'm also in the process of asking for a preventive withdrawal. 3 other fellow receptionnist had theirs accepted and it's a hassle to get the medical certificate in hand, hand it over to the health department at work and it goes under investigation.
If it is refused, it will be another battle to go through since I will be contesting the decision (if it's refused, of course).
I'm just hoping, right now, that in a week and a half, I WILL NOT go back to work for a year and a half.
I want to spend the summer and fall with my son, spend as much time as possible before christmas, when baby #2 (expected to be a another handsome boy) arrives. I don't think I can handle the pressure at work with my wacky emotions and hormones now.
the last 3 months and a half have been hell for me. Not physically (I'm perfectly healthy and so is the little guy in there) but mentally... I work in a psychiatric emergency and we should all be working to avoid such problems instead of causing it.
you see, I have little time to think about DA, but I come and check once a month.
I stay updated, watch deviations of the people I watch and am still in contact with.
if you want further updates about me, I have a tumblr accounct accessible only to people I DO NOT know IRL or from the Montreal area. Just message me~ for the Montreal area people, I have facebook